New Year, New Chances

Happy New Year! Another year has passed again, I can't even imagine how fast it was. Another year for another "New Year" blog. How was your 2014? Mine was unpredictable. It was concoction between awesomeness and disappointments. Otherwise, 2014 was still a nice year although 2013 was more way better. Since I've already done loads of speech and flashbacks from my last year blog. Now I would like to share some of my "2015 Reminders". Maybe, you're now like "Oh you won't gonna achieve most of it." and I will be like "No, not most of it, just half of it." Just kidding tho. Well, instead of resolution (although I thought this would be alike with), I wanted to do a list of reminders which will remind me to be a better person than I was these last few years. Especially 2014, I was woo a whining baby. Maybe it's a good time to start living.

"Less Junk Foods, More Veggies"

I know, I know. I suck at eating veggies, but I thought that it won't kill me besides it'll help me to live more. I mean, bigger chance to meet death late.  And did you know, that I've been trying to eat veggies? Oh yeah, that's right, be proud of me. Come to mommy! After all, I know it's for the best. So you must hope and I must hope that I'll be eating more veggies this year and so on. Time to live a healthy lifestyle!

"Less Soda, More Water/Tea"

Yes I can drink soda everyday. But when I did that, I can actually feel how my body went weak. It really did. I felt like my bones and muscles are melting and I didn't bother to move more, and my legs were so weak. I can also manage a day without drinking anything, I swear. And I know, it's a very unhealthy habit. I'm trying to change that because water is very healthy for my body and skin. And tea is very healthy as well. I actually love tea but I barely drink it. Soda is a satan. Yes to Water & Tea!

"Less Lazing Around, More Working Out"

Sticking with healthy lifestyle. I remember on my semester break, I thought every night of every day of my semester break that I'll go for a jog in the morning and give more effort to exercise. But no, instead I went for a walk, 6 laps with Mama in one morning. That's it, such a big disappointment. Nothing more. Main reason was the existence of being lazy. 

"Less Procrastinating, More Studying"

Everyone already did "the procrastination". If you said that you didn't then you're a big fat liar. I'm actually a huge follower of procrastination clan although I don't think there's a clan for that. Since I'm a college student, I must focus more on my studies and get rid of distractions. Especially love life, ugh ew. I know I'll regret I said that, I still hope it won't be on my college days. Less distractions for good grades. Agree with me? This is college we're talking about. *snap*

"Less Negative, More Positive"
I've been reminding myself several times to think positive. Basically thinking positive helps us all the time. To have courage, to have hope, and to believe in yourself. Although negativity is inevitable, it's always our choice to choose between negativity or positivity. I recommend you choose positive. You don't want to get stuck in the hell of negativeness. It'll kill you. I know sometimes it's hard, but always always think positive. It's the most important weapon to live life. 

"Less Ungratefulness, More Gratitude"
We are given life, and for that we have to be thankful because we are so blessed. There are so many people out there that eat once a day. And we, we waste our foods if we lost our appetite. There are so many people there that lacks mostly things that we take advantage of. Sometimes it's a big deal for them and some of us just waste it. In everything, we are blessed. Less complaining would be very helpful for you to appreciate small things you have. In every way, we are blessed. Always be thankful.

Maybe there are still loads of reminders out there that I should have wrote here but I realized that I can't handle much pressure to achieve them all. Because I know I suck at it. I always have reasons or rather excuses not to do it. And I know it's not recommendable in my situation. Yes, I'm trying to change that bad habit because it's for the best. I hope this will be helpful for me, and for you as well (in some way). I'm still hoping a magical year for 2015. Add on, it's always our choice to make it wonderful. Challenges are inevitable and unpredictable but it's how we handle it that matters. It's always our choice. It's always us. Do not forget to reminisce good times of 2014 before welcoming 2015. It'll be a great year, I'm telling you.

Good luck & Happy New Year!
"365 days, 365 chances"

31 Days Left

31 days left of 2014! That's insane! We have to make this month a memorable one, coz why not. A month of appreciation, of all the experienced through out the year, all the good and bad times. This entire year was so fast. I started college, anxiety, anxiety, anxiety, confused, bravery, happiness, and positivity. Basically this year was so hard for me (compared to 2013's loveliness), but before this year will end, positivity finally got into my nerves. Thank God.

I don't know when I started to eat out the positiveness around me, it's just... one day I chose positivity. I've gone through a lot this year, new terrible things. But now, it's okay, for me it is all just a lesson that I have to learn from, and I didn't regret that it happened. I just have to learn to let go of the past because you know, everything happens for a reason. I thank God everyday for all the blessings that I have received from Him. I'm very thankful. One thing that I learned as well is: Be thankful of what you have every time and you won't gonna have any time complaining on what you don't have. I was a whining child before I learned to believe and apply that to myself. Obviously Philippines isn't luxurious as Saudi Arabia, and I used to always complain at everything. And I still don't regret that I did that, because if I didn't do that, I would have still all my hatreds in my heart. At least now, I know that I've already let it all out. Let it go! Let it go! Can't hold it back anymore! And I don't have any hatreds anymore. I don't know what really happened to me to be this positive, it's like magic. 

Since I came here in the Philippines, I've been so busy and as you can see on my blog list, seems like I have no interesting documents. But hopefully in 2015, I'll make it a better year. After all, this year was full of lessons, and it was haaaaard. And still, I'm very thankful.

PS: "You have one month to finish the book of 2014. Make the last chapter a perfect one."