31 Days Left

31 days left of 2014! That's insane! We have to make this month a memorable one, coz why not. A month of appreciation, of all the experienced through out the year, all the good and bad times. This entire year was so fast. I started college, anxiety, anxiety, anxiety, confused, bravery, happiness, and positivity. Basically this year was so hard for me (compared to 2013's loveliness), but before this year will end, positivity finally got into my nerves. Thank God.

I don't know when I started to eat out the positiveness around me, it's just... one day I chose positivity. I've gone through a lot this year, new terrible things. But now, it's okay, for me it is all just a lesson that I have to learn from, and I didn't regret that it happened. I just have to learn to let go of the past because you know, everything happens for a reason. I thank God everyday for all the blessings that I have received from Him. I'm very thankful. One thing that I learned as well is: Be thankful of what you have every time and you won't gonna have any time complaining on what you don't have. I was a whining child before I learned to believe and apply that to myself. Obviously Philippines isn't luxurious as Saudi Arabia, and I used to always complain at everything. And I still don't regret that I did that, because if I didn't do that, I would have still all my hatreds in my heart. At least now, I know that I've already let it all out. Let it go! Let it go! Can't hold it back anymore! And I don't have any hatreds anymore. I don't know what really happened to me to be this positive, it's like magic. 

Since I came here in the Philippines, I've been so busy and as you can see on my blog list, seems like I have no interesting documents. But hopefully in 2015, I'll make it a better year. After all, this year was full of lessons, and it was haaaaard. And still, I'm very thankful.

PS: "You have one month to finish the book of 2014. Make the last chapter a perfect one."