New Year, New Chances

Happy New Year! Another year has passed again, I can't even imagine how fast it was. Another year for another "New Year" blog. How was your 2014? Mine was unpredictable. It was concoction between awesomeness and disappointments. Otherwise, 2014 was still a nice year although 2013 was more way better. Since I've already done loads of speech and flashbacks from my last year blog. Now I would like to share some of my "2015 Reminders". Maybe, you're now like "Oh you won't gonna achieve most of it." and I will be like "No, not most of it, just half of it." Just kidding tho. Well, instead of resolution (although I thought this would be alike with), I wanted to do a list of reminders which will remind me to be a better person than I was these last few years. Especially 2014, I was woo a whining baby. Maybe it's a good time to start living.

"Less Junk Foods, More Veggies"

I know, I know. I suck at eating veggies, but I thought that it won't kill me besides it'll help me to live more. I mean, bigger chance to meet death late.  And did you know, that I've been trying to eat veggies? Oh yeah, that's right, be proud of me. Come to mommy! After all, I know it's for the best. So you must hope and I must hope that I'll be eating more veggies this year and so on. Time to live a healthy lifestyle!

"Less Soda, More Water/Tea"

Yes I can drink soda everyday. But when I did that, I can actually feel how my body went weak. It really did. I felt like my bones and muscles are melting and I didn't bother to move more, and my legs were so weak. I can also manage a day without drinking anything, I swear. And I know, it's a very unhealthy habit. I'm trying to change that because water is very healthy for my body and skin. And tea is very healthy as well. I actually love tea but I barely drink it. Soda is a satan. Yes to Water & Tea!

"Less Lazing Around, More Working Out"

Sticking with healthy lifestyle. I remember on my semester break, I thought every night of every day of my semester break that I'll go for a jog in the morning and give more effort to exercise. But no, instead I went for a walk, 6 laps with Mama in one morning. That's it, such a big disappointment. Nothing more. Main reason was the existence of being lazy. 

"Less Procrastinating, More Studying"

Everyone already did "the procrastination". If you said that you didn't then you're a big fat liar. I'm actually a huge follower of procrastination clan although I don't think there's a clan for that. Since I'm a college student, I must focus more on my studies and get rid of distractions. Especially love life, ugh ew. I know I'll regret I said that, I still hope it won't be on my college days. Less distractions for good grades. Agree with me? This is college we're talking about. *snap*

"Less Negative, More Positive"
I've been reminding myself several times to think positive. Basically thinking positive helps us all the time. To have courage, to have hope, and to believe in yourself. Although negativity is inevitable, it's always our choice to choose between negativity or positivity. I recommend you choose positive. You don't want to get stuck in the hell of negativeness. It'll kill you. I know sometimes it's hard, but always always think positive. It's the most important weapon to live life. 

"Less Ungratefulness, More Gratitude"
We are given life, and for that we have to be thankful because we are so blessed. There are so many people out there that eat once a day. And we, we waste our foods if we lost our appetite. There are so many people there that lacks mostly things that we take advantage of. Sometimes it's a big deal for them and some of us just waste it. In everything, we are blessed. Less complaining would be very helpful for you to appreciate small things you have. In every way, we are blessed. Always be thankful.

Maybe there are still loads of reminders out there that I should have wrote here but I realized that I can't handle much pressure to achieve them all. Because I know I suck at it. I always have reasons or rather excuses not to do it. And I know it's not recommendable in my situation. Yes, I'm trying to change that bad habit because it's for the best. I hope this will be helpful for me, and for you as well (in some way). I'm still hoping a magical year for 2015. Add on, it's always our choice to make it wonderful. Challenges are inevitable and unpredictable but it's how we handle it that matters. It's always our choice. It's always us. Do not forget to reminisce good times of 2014 before welcoming 2015. It'll be a great year, I'm telling you.

Good luck & Happy New Year!
"365 days, 365 chances"

31 Days Left

31 days left of 2014! That's insane! We have to make this month a memorable one, coz why not. A month of appreciation, of all the experienced through out the year, all the good and bad times. This entire year was so fast. I started college, anxiety, anxiety, anxiety, confused, bravery, happiness, and positivity. Basically this year was so hard for me (compared to 2013's loveliness), but before this year will end, positivity finally got into my nerves. Thank God.

I don't know when I started to eat out the positiveness around me, it's just... one day I chose positivity. I've gone through a lot this year, new terrible things. But now, it's okay, for me it is all just a lesson that I have to learn from, and I didn't regret that it happened. I just have to learn to let go of the past because you know, everything happens for a reason. I thank God everyday for all the blessings that I have received from Him. I'm very thankful. One thing that I learned as well is: Be thankful of what you have every time and you won't gonna have any time complaining on what you don't have. I was a whining child before I learned to believe and apply that to myself. Obviously Philippines isn't luxurious as Saudi Arabia, and I used to always complain at everything. And I still don't regret that I did that, because if I didn't do that, I would have still all my hatreds in my heart. At least now, I know that I've already let it all out. Let it go! Let it go! Can't hold it back anymore! And I don't have any hatreds anymore. I don't know what really happened to me to be this positive, it's like magic. 

Since I came here in the Philippines, I've been so busy and as you can see on my blog list, seems like I have no interesting documents. But hopefully in 2015, I'll make it a better year. After all, this year was full of lessons, and it was haaaaard. And still, I'm very thankful.

PS: "You have one month to finish the book of 2014. Make the last chapter a perfect one."

Friday Summary: Such A Nice Day!

My day was basically as sweet as that sexy brownie above. I had a nice day in school today since finally I've already met my new profs, they were nice, of course. I was so excited to learn something new from my new subjects, oh yes my new subjects were fascinating. Let me add, I have loads of new classmates as well (some of them are attractive). I've already received my designated report in Economics which will be presented on January, thankfully. 

Of course, I was with my mom after my classes, we went for lunch in KFCPhilpinnes. And let me just add (although I know this isn't intresting) that I've already tasted the Spicy Gangnam Chicken. I would rate it for 7/10. It doesn't taste like what I expected it to be, but it's okay, it was yummy. We went to my Auntie and she entertained us very well, she's my fave aunt in the whole wide world. And we get back to town.. we went shopping, I bought my needs. It was soo fun! Seriously! If shopping isn't fun for you, I think we have a problem. After all the hassles of going shopping, we went to Dunkin Donuts for snacks. The branch where we ate was so pretty, it was newly decorated. I want to blog it, but my phone was in its low battery. So next time, hopefully.

Above all, I had a very very very nice and blessed day. Blessed day everyday. Everything is a blessing, be thankful because you're blessed (esp you have internet because you're reading this, and others wasn't lucky enough to afford a wifi). So please do thank God for everything. That would be all for now. I hope you had a nice day as well as I did. Always do remember that everything happens for a reason. SMILE!

Monday Summary: First Day of Second Semester

I woke up very early today because I was so excited to see my friends and my new professors. I know how much we deny it, how we say we hate school.. I know a part of us is excited for that first day of class. If you say you didn't felt this, well you're a liar. 

I thought my first class was on 6th floor (607), so I went there and the room was empty and the lights were off. So I checked my schedule once again, and it was actually on 3rd floor (303). I was so stupid and so tired because 1st floor to 6th floor then back to 3rd floor again, the feels you know. I saw my friends and we did LOTS of chitchats about our sem break, Forevermore, Two Wives, Bagito, and music and music and music. Because one of my friend loves to sing, he sings every time and every where. I introduced to him the new album of Taylor Swift which is 1989. If you haven't heard it, please do, because it is awesome. I love her songs. I laugh so much today which I think some of the students that doesn't know me are already annoyed with my super loud laugh. I don't usually laugh that way, but today I did. It has been so long since I laughed that way, and all because of my cutiepatootie friends. Although I do laugh a lot of times, those laugh that I did today was so overwhelming and a bit different.

Guys if you didn't liked your first day.. it's okay. You still have a lot of days that'll be better than the previous one. So another was, I had 7 subjects today but only 2 professors attended the class. But it was all worth it because I really had a very nice day.  I hope you did as well. If you didn't, always remember that everything happens for a reason. You're gonna have a very nice day someday. 

Happy Birthday Immanuel Cris!

This guy right here is about to step into another year of his life. He has gone through a lot of pain in the past few years. Although I've only known him for 8 months, I sometimes assume that it was 8 years. We've changed thoughts and stories and made that 8 months a memorable one. I've learned a lot from him, he gave me loads of friendly advice that I sometimes get mad at but in the end it's all worth it. Take note, he's a smart ass. IDOL! Haha. We argue A LOT as well (HAHAHA), but most of it were jokes but sometimes I pretend it didn't matter to me when it actually was. Oh now you know angry bird! He's very annoying and weird and corny and it makes me mad sometimes. At the end of the day, it was okay with me, he is who he is. I can't change that, all I can do is accept who he really is. And I did. 

Hey there my non biological brother, angry bird, smart ass, Arrow buddy, book buddy, and partner in crime! How are you now ha? Big time ka na. UP NAKS! AKO NAMAN UZ HAHAHA! I'm so proud of you. You deserve all your achievements, you deserve the best. Because I know how hard you work for it. You are one workaholic man and I'm the opposite. Thank you so much for everything! You cared so much, and I'm very grateful. I can still remember the first time we met, it was ridiculous. Someone told me you need me because you have something to discuss with me about CAdT stuff, and when I saw you... I thought you were ugly. Hahaha! Oh you were with Jules as well. That was our first conversation ever, CAdT stuff. And you were shaking because I think you thought I was tough, but no I wasn't, because I told you "Wag kang kabahan..", I'm so nice to you y'know.. back then. Oh! Do you remember when all of you guys thought I lost in Dammam. That I went missing. You even called my parents and told everyone that I was really missing. Oh my God, that was so hilarious because the next day, everyone was asking me if I was okay or how did I got home which makes me so confused and thank goodness someone explained to me why others were asking me stuff. Haha! You are such an idiot! Hahaha! But, thank you so much, big bro. I'm sorry for being a bitchy friend to you but let me tell you this; that's how I show my love. AND! Being so so so so so careless every time. Especially that I left our photobooth photos in McDonalds. Those were beautiful photos that I lost. It makes me so sad every time it pops into my mind. Don't you worry, we will capture more photos when we meet again someday. LOADS OF PHOTOS. 

I hope you the best. And get a perfect girl. I'm sorry when I was stopping you to flirt with other girls, remember? We had a fight because of it and it was ridiculous. I just care for you, I don't want that another girl will hurt you again. I'm your sister, it's part of my responsibility to tell you that. Friendly advice: Don't rush something you want to last forever. Wait ka lang, darating din siya. Magiging worth ang lahat.  

Thank you for everything! I miss you! I miss hanging out with you, Aldrix, Kath and Chummy. I love you all so much! Take care of yourself. You're still my friend, I'm still your friend. Oops, "best friend".