Happy Birthday Immanuel Cris!

This guy right here is about to step into another year of his life. He has gone through a lot of pain in the past few years. Although I've only known him for 8 months, I sometimes assume that it was 8 years. We've changed thoughts and stories and made that 8 months a memorable one. I've learned a lot from him, he gave me loads of friendly advice that I sometimes get mad at but in the end it's all worth it. Take note, he's a smart ass. IDOL! Haha. We argue A LOT as well (HAHAHA), but most of it were jokes but sometimes I pretend it didn't matter to me when it actually was. Oh now you know angry bird! He's very annoying and weird and corny and it makes me mad sometimes. At the end of the day, it was okay with me, he is who he is. I can't change that, all I can do is accept who he really is. And I did. 

Hey there my non biological brother, angry bird, smart ass, Arrow buddy, book buddy, and partner in crime! How are you now ha? Big time ka na. UP NAKS! AKO NAMAN UZ HAHAHA! I'm so proud of you. You deserve all your achievements, you deserve the best. Because I know how hard you work for it. You are one workaholic man and I'm the opposite. Thank you so much for everything! You cared so much, and I'm very grateful. I can still remember the first time we met, it was ridiculous. Someone told me you need me because you have something to discuss with me about CAdT stuff, and when I saw you... I thought you were ugly. Hahaha! Oh you were with Jules as well. That was our first conversation ever, CAdT stuff. And you were shaking because I think you thought I was tough, but no I wasn't, because I told you "Wag kang kabahan..", I'm so nice to you y'know.. back then. Oh! Do you remember when all of you guys thought I lost in Dammam. That I went missing. You even called my parents and told everyone that I was really missing. Oh my God, that was so hilarious because the next day, everyone was asking me if I was okay or how did I got home which makes me so confused and thank goodness someone explained to me why others were asking me stuff. Haha! You are such an idiot! Hahaha! But, thank you so much, big bro. I'm sorry for being a bitchy friend to you but let me tell you this; that's how I show my love. AND! Being so so so so so careless every time. Especially that I left our photobooth photos in McDonalds. Those were beautiful photos that I lost. It makes me so sad every time it pops into my mind. Don't you worry, we will capture more photos when we meet again someday. LOADS OF PHOTOS. 

I hope you the best. And get a perfect girl. I'm sorry when I was stopping you to flirt with other girls, remember? We had a fight because of it and it was ridiculous. I just care for you, I don't want that another girl will hurt you again. I'm your sister, it's part of my responsibility to tell you that. Friendly advice: Don't rush something you want to last forever. Wait ka lang, darating din siya. Magiging worth ang lahat.  

Thank you for everything! I miss you! I miss hanging out with you, Aldrix, Kath and Chummy. I love you all so much! Take care of yourself. You're still my friend, I'm still your friend. Oops, "best friend". 

Dream Big

I know a lot of you doesn't think about this as much as I do. But my dreams helps me in a lot of things especially when I'm feeling down or stressed about school. I admit, I used to not think of this before and just go on with my life, and believe that whatever happens happens. But no, you have to dream, a positive one. You don't wanna live your life with no ambition and no vision of your future. I know we can't predict it, but at least vision your life as a successful human being and you are very happy. Isn't that amazing? I also know that we are not always happy even though we always wanted to be, but life isn't perfect and you are not perfect. If you haven't thought about this, or you're having a hard time to pick your specific ambition. I'll attempt to give you a little help. 

First, do not expect too much that these are going to happen. A little negativity helps you to not expect too much so that you won't get hurt too much in the future. But hey, hope is what we really need to achieve our goals. Second, there are a lot of stars in the sky, there are millions and billions of them, so why limit your dreams? You can dream countlessly like those stars up in the sky, no one is stopping you. Third, work hard, this is the hardest part because don't lie.. we all have laziness in ourselves. But work hard and stay motivated. 

Nothing is impossible. If it didn't happen to you, it wasn't meant for you.

These are the lists of my specific big dreams 

Dubai: This is not everyone's dream place to live in. But this is mine, I don't know why this country caught my heart. I want to live and have a stable job in this country. And own an apartment with my best friends Nikki and Yasmin.

Graduate in college: As a college student, we all wish to graduate and we're hopeless sometimes because college pressure as a lot. This is our parents dream for us. And besides, this is a huge step to a better future. Profession is a must.

Business: I want to have my own little business. I'm not expecting that it will be huge but hopefully it will. I haven't had in mind of what specific business it will be. But business is good because I believe it will help you if you have struggles with money.

Husband: No, I'm not rushing it. But hello, what if I'll end up single my whole life? Not everyone is lucky to have their partners in life. I don't wanna live my whole life alone. So future husband, hello there! Haha!

Kids: NO I'M NOT RUSHING THIS AS WELL. What if I wasn't lucky enough to have kids? What if? We have no idea how my hormones work. 2-4 kids is all I want. No more, no less.

Travel: Don't you just want to travel as much as you can? To explore? To be adventurous? If you haven't think of this yet, well now you just did. I bet everyone has their lists of countries they wanted to visit. 

Those are the only ones I can share, since I don't wanna explode everything to the internet. But I hope I helped you on how to vision your future and have dreams in life, because it's the most important thing in life, I think.

Last advice: Don't give up. Nothing is impossible as long as it exist. 

Public Instagram

This is my new public instagram account. I had a private instagram account before which I made a blog about "Instagram Diary", it was too private that I didn't let anyone follow that account. But now, I'm trying to get out of my shell and try to have a public account. I was too shy before and now I'm trying to have the guts to actually manage this account actively. 

Follow: @silveerstars

Everything happens for a reason

God bless

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Beautiful Day

The world is beautiful. Life is good.

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See you soon, brother!

Yesterday was the flight of my brother to Manila. I felt a little sad because he's going to leave us here in Zamboanga but huge part of me was happy because he'll go to Manila to apply for a job, I would be very happy if he gets an opportunity in Manila to go to Saudi Arabia. He's part of my prayer, always. As of now, he already arrived in Manila. I'm hoping to see him very soon. I will miss that weirdo because he is an ultimate laugh-at-everything person which is a good thing, although sometimes it's annoying. Haha. He's a very protective brother, as usual. But I don't take it as a negative thing because I really need someone to protect me from troubles especially to those narcissistic guys.  

It was a gloomy day obviously as it is quite shown on the photos above. I think the reason was the sadness in our heart because another member of the family will be apart. Although I know, that we are all apart. Hoping someday we'll get together, even just for one day. It would probably be one of my happiest day.

Always remember that everything happens for a reason

God bless

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