Last Saturday, I've been thinking what to blog. I was actually struggling the whole day but when it was midnight I thought that I should make a little week summary with a little vlog. So when it was Sunday, I've started filming with my sister Fhar to make it more comfortable, because I think it's awkward to film by yourself, like you'll look crazy (that's my opinion, don't hate me.) Well when time goes by, I actually got pretty confident filming all by myself and it was unexpectedly fun. It was fun talking to a camera, or just left them there recording while you're doing something. It was fun.
Here's the little week summary:
First of all, as you've noticed that I have my pillows and blanket on a couch and actually slept there. Well, here's my explanation about that.. I don't feel like sleeping in the bedroom this week because I feel more comfortable in the living room. And since my father left for his vacation, I thought that maybe if I sleep in the living room, I can actually protect my sisters and my mother which sounds wrong because I'm still young and I'm a girl (maybe, just maybe, I could really protect them). Well, I just feel comfortable sleeping in the living room and will work on sleeping again on a real bed soon. I have to, because my father will arrive here on Sunday. *hooray!* I really miss him.
Secondly, I have a great news for you and for myself.. My anxiety didn't annoy me (so far) this week, I was soooo happy and I still am. Because I've been suffering anxiety for the last few weeks which is awful. I'm really avoiding thinking about something that may cause anxiety, and it worked. Anxiety just lose our fight this time, I win! Yes!
Thirdly, yesterday, I organised everything trashy things I have. I actually found an old camera which has 3.2 mega pixels (soo old). I found some key chains: the first one was a little skeletal body sitting on a toilet bowl. I guess, I and Alpine, Joan, Pamela, and Nicole bought each for ourselves when we were freshmen and I remember that we were laughing our ass out when we actually noticed that the skeletal body was sitting on a toilet bowl (such great memories). The second key chain was an orange star with some little shells inside and it says "I love you", I don't remember where did it came from but all I know was somebody gave it to me.. I guess, it was Sean Sacay or my old friend Cheska. Oh! I got that when I was in 5th grade. The third keychain was a little pink monkey, my guy best friend Angelo gave that to me when we were campaigning for SSC and I think, he has the same chain as mine but it was black or blue.
Last but not the least, I watched the 10th episode of The Amazing Race and I just cried because my favourite players just got eliminated, it was Joey Graceffa and Meghan Camarena. I cried so hard and in took a day for me to get over it. I think.. I won't watch that show again because I'm not a fan of any of the remaining teams. Just, goodbye amazing race! it was fan though.
That's my little week summary (I guess). You have to know that I didn't get out of this house. I can describe my week as boring-lazy-crazy-sleepy-insomnia-but-happy week.
Thank you so much for reading!
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